Kaifa halukum? I hope you guys are in a best state of health and iman 😉
Ok sooo basically, dah lama sangat tak update blog, kesian dah berhabuk huhu. I'm going to write the updates of my life. Well, if you are not interested in my stories, i'm not forcing you to read my blog anyway :p
Firstly, ALHAMDULILLAH i'm going to pursue my studies in my dream institute, in my dream city with beloved habaib and ulama around me!! 💞 (im super duper excited and definitely am looking forward towards it!!😍 counting down... Another 4 more months!! Do your own maths when i'll be going :p) on the other hand, i will ofcourse miss my gang members yg nampaknya kte akan berpisah (':
Okay, so ofcourse la kan i have couple of months before i fly. Takkan duduk rumah goyang kaki kan. I wanna fill my time with productive things hehehe.
I continue talaqqi with mudir, i'm attending night classes pasal org kata hati akan keras kalau lebih dari tige hati tk dgr nasihat heh, i'm still going to school (IN MY UNIFORM //pasal blm grad officially/)) pasal nk kene settle debates and stuffs. I'm making time with my friends, from the long lost members to the most closest ones 💞 AND OFCOURSE LA KERJA HUHU
I've tried various jobs before and my favourite one will always be teaching or tutoring. But, this time round, i'm seriously challenging myself and my capability mwehehe.
I have to actually work for a month or two (the minimum la) but after day one, i quit. HAHAHA.
Gerek? Memang gerek. It was a really fun experience!! And my team members just best. Kiddos to all of you! 😂
Tapi... Huhu.
This job really tak serasi dengan i as a muslimah. (Or people out there will label as "practicing muslims") I think i am actually strict at certain things. Tapi i have to fake my personality when i'm with them. I tried to act as if i dont care tapi ya Allah believe me, my heart is crying. Fasad and maksiat berlaku depan mata, & I dnt know how to react. So i just "heh..haha" padahal ya Allahhh khoto' haza!!!😢😭😭
Tak perlu la i list down apa kesalahan drg la eh, yg penting dari segi agama its not right 😔
Almuhim, كسبت الخبرة الجديدة!!
I gained new experience!!
1) i have to approach people at the streets, and put a smile on my face 24/7. Like literally ALL KINDS OF PPL. Tak kira bangsa dan agama huhu. Simple, my job is to promote one item and convince them to buy 😇
2) my colleagues are all guys!! 😭 except for one kind lady 🙆🏻 like legit seh ada 5 LELAKI (3 malays and 2 chinese)
Tapi the lady dtg lmbt sikit so i have to work and mingle and interact with the GUYS!! Okay, being me myself i am not really open to any guy. Awkward and paisey and justt tak selesa. But for work purposes, i shoved away all my awkwardness. & can only lasted for one day. Kholas kaza ✋🏼👋🏼
Alhamdulillah, i learnt alot of tips and guides on how to approach and convince customers. Thanks krg!! Not only that, i get to build confidence in myself, and this job really trains me to communicate more in english hahaha 😆
But yah, kenapa aku quit? Pasal aku tengok mana kedudukan deen. Aku takut kalau aku betul betul kerja sini, it will affect my deen (tk byk pon sikit la, takut terjejas). Almuhim, its really a new experience for me. ✌🏼️
Next, I wanna try apply a new interesting job selain mengajar. Huhu nk ape eh. ❓
Okaylah thats all for today, a Assalamualaikum 💛
